1 00:02:01,800 --> 00:02:02,880 {\an8}It is true. 2 00:02:04,400 --> 00:02:05,400 {\an8}I stole. 3 00:02:07,320 --> 00:02:10,040 {\an8}I stole that joy I longed for. 4 00:02:10,880 --> 00:02:13,040 {\an8}From everything and everyone. 5 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:38,640 {\an8}Is it too bright? Should I pull for? 6 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:47,920 {\an8}How many times have I fallen in love? 7 00:02:49,600 --> 00:02:51,640 {\an8}As many times as necessary. 8 00:02:53,760 --> 00:02:54,800 {\an8}Darker? 9 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:23,040 {\an8}Hello, little girl. 10 00:03:42,800 --> 00:03:48,600 {\an8}Her mother and sister were in the house. Someone had locked them in a room. 11 00:03:48,680 --> 00:03:50,760 {\an8}The poor people didn't manage to escape. 12 00:03:50,840 --> 00:03:52,760 {\an8}Holy Mary, so cruel. 13 00:03:52,840 --> 00:03:55,520 {\an8}Dr. Milazzo examined her. She has been defiled. 14 00:03:55,600 --> 00:03:59,040 {\an8}- Holy Virgin Mary! - That's enough, be quiet! 15 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:01,320 {\an8}It's not like 1909- 16 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:05,040 {\an8}- when horrors that didn't even happen in the Middle Ages, occurred. 17 00:04:05,120 --> 00:04:07,680 {\an8}There are no godly people left here. 18 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:11,880 {\an8}These godless people... I've seen so many, so many. 19 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,480 {\an8}- Lord! - Excuse me. 20 00:04:13,560 --> 00:04:16,480 {\an8}We mustn't remind her of that, she must forget. 21 00:04:16,520 --> 00:04:21,920 {\an8}In the name of Saint Agatha, the girl is a martyr. Stop tormenting her. 22 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:26,520 {\an8}- What is the girl's name? - Her name is Modesta. 23 00:04:27,520 --> 00:04:28,560 {\an8}Modest... 24 00:04:28,640 --> 00:04:32,040 {\an8}Come, we will continue our conversation out there. 25 00:04:32,120 --> 00:04:36,760 {\an8}They found scorched men's clothes, but no body. 26 00:04:36,840 --> 00:04:39,400 {\an8}We keep her here tonight. 27 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:42,000 {\an8}Then we decide where she will go. 28 00:04:42,040 --> 00:04:44,040 {\an8}- I apologize again. - Listen... 29 00:04:44,120 --> 00:04:48,760 {\an8}Come back tomorrow. She can't stay here. 30 00:04:48,840 --> 00:04:49,680 {\an8}I understand. 31 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:52,840 {\an8}She will probably end up in an orphanage. 32 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:36,560 {\an8}Modest! 33 00:05:37,800 --> 00:05:38,840 {\an8}Modest! 34 00:05:40,960 --> 00:05:42,960 {\an8}Did you get ice from the mountain? 35 00:05:44,480 --> 00:05:45,840 {\an8}- And the eggs? - Shut up! 36 00:05:45,920 --> 00:05:47,200 {\an8}Give me the eggs! 37 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:49,120 {\an8}- There are two. - Just two? 38 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:51,000 {\an8}The third, then? Did you eat it? 39 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:52,480 {\an8}They are tight! 40 00:05:56,400 --> 00:05:57,440 {\an8}Come here! 41 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:14,080 {\an8}It hurts, they are tight. 42 00:06:14,560 --> 00:06:16,680 {\an8}Tina gets everything, even confirmation shoes. 43 00:06:16,800 --> 00:06:18,440 {\an8}Don't touch the dress! 44 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:23,320 {\an8}Out with both you and the goat! 45 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:26,880 {\an8}It hurts, they are tight. 46 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:31,200 {\an8}Modesta, the goat! 47 00:06:31,800 --> 00:06:33,920 {\an8}It's raining! 48 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:37,560 {\an8}I heard she is going to the orphanage. 49 00:06:37,640 --> 00:06:39,800 {\an8}It's full of lice there, you poor thing. 50 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:42,480 {\an8}Dogs eat better than the poor orphans. 51 00:06:42,560 --> 00:06:44,120 {\an8}I'll get the towel. 52 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:50,440 {\an8}The big one is not here. 53 00:06:51,200 --> 00:06:52,400 {\an8}I'll get it. 54 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:20,000 {\an8}What are you doing? Come here! Where are you going? 55 00:07:26,480 --> 00:07:28,000 {\an8}We must cover this shameful. 56 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:32,840 {\an8}Go ahead, Ilaria. Keep playing. 57 00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:35,480 {\an8}Excuse us, Mother Leonora, we didn't want to disturb. 58 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:37,480 {\an8}The little one drives us crazy. 59 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:57,120 {\an8}Well, you're here too. 60 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:27,880 {\an8}Leave me alone! Get your stuff! 61 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:36,160 {\an8}The big star! 62 00:08:37,160 --> 00:08:38,360 {\an8}The little star! 63 00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:41,320 {\an8}The Tuzzu star. 64 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:50,240 {\an8}Come down, Modesta! That devil took the dress! 65 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:02,000 {\an8}- The girl is so voracious. - Exactly. 66 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:04,720 {\an8}Excuse me, mother. 67 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:15,720 {\an8}Follow me. Come on. 68 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:23,600 {\an8}Rosalia! Incoronata! 69 00:09:24,040 --> 00:09:29,000 {\an8}The girl is not allowed to eat with us in the dining room, she is indecent! 70 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:32,040 {\an8}- Fortunately, she leaves tomorrow. - Don't worry, Sister Costanza. 71 00:09:32,120 --> 00:09:34,960 {\an8}Knife! Fork! 72 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:39,080 {\an8}- Teach her to eat like a human. - We will. 73 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:44,800 {\an8}- I don't know how. I'm hungry. - We don't speak dialect here! 74 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:48,760 {\an8}So there, yes. Eat. 75 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:50,400 {\an8}No. Here. 76 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:56,120 {\an8}Like this. 77 00:09:57,320 --> 00:09:59,000 {\an8}Shouldn't you pray table prayer? 78 00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:04,000 {\an8}Virgin Mary, pray my angel and speak to the Holy Spirit. 79 00:10:04,040 --> 00:10:06,280 {\an8}Make good things, good night to me. 80 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:08,360 {\an8}Holy Virgin, help us. 81 00:10:27,600 --> 00:10:29,120 {\an8}Listen! 82 00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:45,600 {\an8}Come on, hurry up. 83 00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:56,360 {\an8}Only an animal would do something like that. 84 00:10:58,720 --> 00:11:00,120 {\an8}What a shame! 85 00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:02,680 {\an8}Mother Leonora... 86 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:09,840 {\an8}Sister Incoronata, wash them and brings the girl to the cell. 87 00:11:10,760 --> 00:11:11,760 {\an8}Come, Ilaria. 88 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:15,360 {\an8}What a shame, mother. 89 00:11:18,640 --> 00:11:20,360 {\an8}- Come on. - Who is the nun? 90 00:11:20,440 --> 00:11:23,560 {\an8}Mother Leonora, the abbess, she decides everything. 91 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:28,040 {\an8}Modest. Modest! Modest! 92 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:34,760 {\an8}What are you doing? Let her go! You must let her go! 93 00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:36,040 {\an8}Ilaria, stop. 94 00:11:57,400 --> 00:11:58,440 {\an8}So, yes. 95 00:12:00,200 --> 00:12:01,520 {\an8}I understand. 96 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:04,520 {\an8}Follow me. 97 00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:18,200 {\an8}- Is this your house? - I study here. 98 00:12:27,120 --> 00:12:28,040 {\an8}Sit down. 99 00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:36,080 {\an8}What's your name again? 100 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:41,120 {\an8}What is your name? 101 00:12:42,880 --> 00:12:43,760 {\an8}Modest. 102 00:12:45,520 --> 00:12:46,520 {\an8}Modest. 103 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:49,040 {\an8}What a beautiful name. 104 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:53,600 {\an8}Sister Costanza has told about you. 105 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:56,000 {\an8}What are you watching? 106 00:12:58,680 --> 00:12:59,720 {\an8}Saint Agatha? 107 00:13:02,080 --> 00:13:03,280 {\an8}Do you know her? 108 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:13,360 {\an8}Agata was a 15-year-old girl with golden hair. 109 00:13:15,680 --> 00:13:19,360 {\an8}She dedicated her life to God and took a vow of chastity. 110 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:25,560 {\an8}The governor of Sicily wanted her, but she rejected him. 111 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:30,320 {\an8}So he had her tortured. 112 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:34,920 {\an8}They burned her body. 113 00:13:35,640 --> 00:13:36,920 {\an8}Burnt? 114 00:13:38,640 --> 00:13:40,400 {\an8}They beat her body. 115 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:44,000 {\an8}When they were at their angriest... 116 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:48,880 {\an8}They tore off her breasts with enormous pincers. 117 00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:50,080 {\an8}Breasts... 118 00:13:53,280 --> 00:13:54,440 {\an8}Did she die? 119 00:13:56,320 --> 00:13:57,320 {\an8}Her body died. 120 00:13:58,560 --> 00:14:00,120 {\an8}But her soul is in heaven. 121 00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:02,560 {\an8}She became a saint. 122 00:14:05,600 --> 00:14:06,880 {\an8}Did that scare you? 123 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:09,720 {\an8}Not? 124 00:14:10,720 --> 00:14:14,880 {\an8}All the better, poor girl, after all you've been through. 125 00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:23,760 {\an8}Can you tell me who was home with you... 126 00:14:24,840 --> 00:14:26,120 {\an8}...when the house burned down? 127 00:14:28,680 --> 00:14:30,360 {\an8}My mother and sister. 128 00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:39,560 {\an8}Do you understand that your mother and sister have returned to the house of the Lord? 129 00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:42,760 {\an8}Yes. 130 00:14:48,240 --> 00:14:49,640 {\an8}Was there a man there too? 131 00:14:56,760 --> 00:14:57,960 {\an8}Did he hurt you? 132 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:01,600 {\an8}You can tell me. 133 00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:07,400 {\an8}Did he set fire to the house? 134 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:17,360 {\an8}He got angry because they were talking, they never kept quiet. 135 00:15:19,680 --> 00:15:20,640 {\an8}That's enough. 136 00:15:23,040 --> 00:15:24,640 {\an8}Here with us... 137 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,040 {\an8}You are safe here. 138 00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:30,200 {\an8}Sit down. 139 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:36,920 {\an8}What big eyes. 140 00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:40,080 {\an8}This is the beautiful eye... 141 00:15:41,560 --> 00:15:43,040 {\an8}...and this is its brother. 142 00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:46,320 {\an8}Here is the little church. 143 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:49,400 {\an8}And here are the little brothers. 144 00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:56,560 {\an8}The nose is the clock that strikes the ding-dong. 145 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:10,000 {\an8}Stupid, dirty kid with an illegitimate father. 146 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:13,840 {\an8}You took your sister's dress. 147 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:19,000 {\an8}You belong in an orphanage where you have to live on bread and water. 148 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:23,800 {\an8}You are godless. You have no respect. 149 00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:33,960 {\an8}Come on. 150 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:39,000 {\an8}- How beautiful Tina is. - Good morning. 151 00:16:39,080 --> 00:16:40,880 {\an8}- Hello. - Hello. 152 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:41,960 How is it? 153 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,680 {\an8}A foot here. Help her. 154 00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:46,280 {\an8}Help her, otherwise the dress will be dirty. 155 00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:48,760 {\an8}The dress, please. 156 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:51,240 {\an8}She is up. Good girl. 157 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:52,680 {\an8}She is a devil, as usual. 158 00:16:52,760 --> 00:16:53,840 {\an8}Tuzzu... 159 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,320 {\an8}It is always a problem. 160 00:17:00,680 --> 00:17:02,080 {\an8}- Greece? - Athens! 161 00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:06,520 {\an8}- Ottoman Empire? - Constantinople! 162 00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:08,200 {\an8}- Egypt? - Kairon! 163 00:17:09,800 --> 00:17:11,000 {\an8}Cairo. 164 00:17:11,080 --> 00:17:12,080 {\an8}Peru. 165 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:14,600 {\an8}Glue! 166 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:16,960 {\an8}- Well done. - Well done. 167 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,720 {\an8}She is like a tame little monkey. 168 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:21,400 {\an8}Three months ago God sent us a girl. 169 00:17:22,040 --> 00:17:25,520 {\an8}We fed her, washed her and educated her. 170 00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:28,000 {\an8}And we will continue with that. 171 00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:31,560 {\an8}Modesta is staying with us until she comes of age. 172 00:17:32,560 --> 00:17:35,920 {\an8}God willing she becomes his wife, like us. 173 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:36,920 {\an8}So generous. 174 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,000 {\an8}Mimmo! 175 00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:40,400 {\an8}I get to stay here forever! 176 00:17:41,120 --> 00:17:42,600 {\an8}Do you want to ride on my back? 177 00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:47,080 {\an8}Faster! 178 00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:52,040 {\an8}Mother Leonora, the families of the novices won't like it. 179 00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:58,640 {\an8}The monastery has been managed by daughters from Sicily's finest families for 200 years. 180 00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:01,200 {\an8}Noble families only. 181 00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:05,720 {\an8}Charity has been our mission for 200 years. 182 00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:08,520 {\an8}Our duty is to help the poor and humble. 183 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:11,080 {\an8}It's not their fault that they are ignorant. 184 00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:12,760 {\an8}Christ showed us the way. 185 00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:18,400 {\an8}"Let the children come to me, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these." 186 00:18:23,160 --> 00:18:25,000 {\an8}Leonora, you are making a mistake. 187 00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:27,400 {\an8}We will regret it. 188 00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:45,040 {\an8}Is it you, God? 189 00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:59,040 {\an8}God is goodness. 190 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:04,520 {\an8}He is in all that is good. God is in everything that surrounds us. 191 00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:07,360 {\an8}So he's in bad stuff too? 192 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:09,920 {\an8}Ilaria, do you hear what the girl is saying? 193 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:14,280 {\an8}Bad things happen when man falls into temptation. 194 00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,160 {\an8}- So man is stronger than God? - No. 195 00:19:17,800 --> 00:19:21,680 {\an8}God is omnipotent and stands above all and all, Modesta. 196 00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:24,360 {\an8}As you get older can you study theology. 197 00:19:24,440 --> 00:19:26,680 {\an8}All mysteries will be revealed. 198 00:19:26,760 --> 00:19:29,080 {\an8}Why when I get older? I want to know now! 199 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:32,320 {\an8}You have just learned to read and write. You wouldn't understand. 200 00:19:32,400 --> 00:19:34,040 {\an8}Knowledge comes gradually. 201 00:19:34,920 --> 00:19:37,200 {\an8}- My God, an earthquake! - Modest. 202 00:19:39,240 --> 00:19:40,600 {\an8}Mother! 203 00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:52,920 {\an8}She is. It's the mountain. 204 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:58,640 {\an8}Do you feel your heart beating, little girl? 205 00:20:58,280 --> 00:20:59,720 {\an8}I grew and changed. 206 00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:03,040 {\an8}Mother Leonora's gentle voice... 207 00:21:03,760 --> 00:21:08,120 {\an8}Her blue eyes and crisp clothes 208 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:11,560 {\an8}made me fly forward through the dark corridors. 209 00:21:11,640 --> 00:21:12,840 {\an8}I was always with her. 210 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:20,360 {\an8}From her mouth I stole words, musical notes 211 00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:22,920 {\an8}things like no other could take away from me. 212 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,560 {\an8}God's spouse. 213 00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:27,720 {\an8}In the monastery I embroidered, studied, played music 214 00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:29,840 {\an8}and I ate as if every day every Sunday. 215 00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:31,760 {\an8}The sheets smelled of sugared almonds. 216 00:21:32,240 --> 00:21:33,920 {\an8}But to live there all your life? 217 00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:42,040 {\an8}Bend your finger. 218 00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:09,760 {\an8}Please Ilaria... Your wish has been fulfilled. 219 00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:14,360 {\an8}But I will be all alone now. You can no longer comfort me. 220 00:22:15,040 --> 00:22:18,680 {\an8}Don't be stupid, you are never alone. 221 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:20,920 {\an8}You are a spouse of God now. 222 00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:27,880 {\an8}Because you are no longer a novice you get to be close to the other sisters. 223 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,760 {\an8}Excuse me, mother. 224 00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:33,840 {\an8}Go ahead, Modesta. Welcome. 225 00:22:38,040 --> 00:22:39,000 {\an8}Sister. 226 00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:48,200 {\an8}Mother, thank you for welcoming me and let me live next to you. 227 00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:17,440 {\an8}Modest! 228 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:43,800 {\an8}Faster, or she'll freeze. 229 00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:50,400 {\an8}I'll tighten up a bit. 230 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:57,000 {\an8}I do. 231 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:14,400 {\an8}So there, yes. 232 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:20,680 {\an8}- Is it too hard? - No. 233 00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:54,040 {\an8}O mother, I want to get married 234 00:24:54,120 --> 00:24:58,120 {\an8}O mother, I want to get married 235 00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:01,240 {\an8}O mother, I want to get married 236 00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:04,680 {\an8}My daughter, to whom shall I give you? Mother, it's up to you 237 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:08,400 {\an8}Shall I give you to the coachman? 238 00:25:08,560 --> 00:25:11,240 {\an8}He comes and goes 239 00:25:11,320 --> 00:25:14,280 {\an8}Always with a whip in hand 240 00:25:14,360 --> 00:25:17,320 {\an8}He gets a whim 241 00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:21,040 {\an8}Does he release the donkey and excited for you 242 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:32,680 {\an8}What have they done to you? You're tied up like a mangy dog. 243 00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:36,800 {\an8}Were you so naughty? 244 00:25:37,920 --> 00:25:40,280 {\an8}No, she hit me. 245 00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:43,400 {\an8}They left you like a sundried tomato. 246 00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:47,120 {\an8}Holy Mother, I will help you. 247 00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:51,160 {\an8}O mother, I want to get married 248 00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:54,560 {\an8}O mother, I want to get married 249 00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:57,840 {\an8}O mother, I want to get married 250 00:25:57,920 --> 00:26:02,240 {\an8}My daughter, to whom shall I give you? Mother, it's up to you 251 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,080 {\an8}What a beautiful daughter I have. 252 00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,320 {\an8}Do you want to see where I live? 253 00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:20,240 {\an8}Augustine converted as an adult. 254 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:24,040 {\an8}No one has prayed with the same contrition 255 00:26:24,120 --> 00:26:28,000 {\an8}for what he called "ancient corruption". 256 00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:31,840 {\an8}I want to read a few lines by Pierre de Labriolle 257 00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,760 {\an8}about love. May I have it, mother? 258 00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:39,920 {\an8}"The memory of having loved still lives within him. 259 00:26:40,440 --> 00:26:42,560 {\an8}The fleeting elegance of bodies 260 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:47,200 {\an8}brilliant light, the sweetness of melodic rhymes. 261 00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:49,960 {\an8}And the exquisite scent of flowers. 262 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,080 {\an8}Members created for the intercourse of the flesh…” 263 00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,560 {\an8}Thank you, Modesta. That's enough. 264 00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:59,720 {\an8}- Who wants to continue? - I want to say... 265 00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:03,160 {\an8}The intercourse. May God protect us. 266 00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:09,680 {\an8}The fleeting grace of bodies. May God save and deliver us. 267 00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:13,720 {\an8}The desire. May God punish us. 268 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:15,960 {\an8}They had God. 269 00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:18,000 {\an8}But I wanted to live. 270 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:22,360 {\an8}They opposed life with words like 271 00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:26,280 {\an8}evil, hell, obedience, sin. 272 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:29,720 {\an8}I repeated them too. 273 00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:32,080 {\an8}But only to be accepted. 274 00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:34,800 {\an8}To be Leonora's chosen one. 275 00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:38,000 {\an8}- One can only love God. - That's right, Sister Ilaria. 276 00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:41,160 {\an8}The words formed from her lips were round like apples. 277 00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:46,000 {\an8}You must be careful, Modesta. Intelligence can be dangerous. 278 00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:49,600 {\an8}But as soon as you tasted them it was noticed that they were rotten. 279 00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:53,280 {\an8}- It can make us go… - In the trap of sin, I know. 280 00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:55,000 {\an8}Too bad... 281 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,160 {\an8}I want to learn things and become cultured. 282 00:27:58,680 --> 00:28:01,320 {\an8}Your thirst for knowledge almost scares me. 283 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,240 {\an8}What good will you do to have of it? 284 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:07,040 {\an8}A woman will never be the same like a man. 285 00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:11,120 {\an8}But you are woman and wise, mother. 286 00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:13,800 {\an8}I want to be like you. 287 00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:17,760 {\an8}What a little toka. 288 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:24,000 {\an8}Look. I set up the telescope that dad gave me up there. 289 00:28:24,560 --> 00:28:27,840 {\an8}He taught me the names of the stars which I will show you tonight. 290 00:28:27,920 --> 00:28:30,760 {\an8}How big will they get to be in the telescope? 291 00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:33,240 {\an8}Are the craters of the moon visible? 292 00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:45,040 {\an8}Poor things, they got wet. 293 00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,840 {\an8}Come on, we're going back to the cells. 294 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:12,880 {\an8}- Come and warm up. - Yes. Thanks. 295 00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:26,800 {\an8}Modesta, I want you always should feel safe. 296 00:29:27,360 --> 00:29:28,880 {\an8}Despite your origin. 297 00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:32,000 {\an8}I feel safe with you. 298 00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:34,440 {\an8}That's the way it should be. 299 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:39,840 {\an8}I made up my mind to arrange an annuity for you. 300 00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:44,200 {\an8}- An annuity, when I am gone. - Don't say that, mother. 301 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:49,560 {\an8}You scare me. You are young. I don't want an annuity. 302 00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:51,040 {\an8}Don't be afraid. 303 00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:56,240 {\an8}When that happens, many years from now, shall I watch over you from above 304 00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:57,920 {\an8}and always be close to you. 305 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,080 {\an8}Go change, you're wet. 306 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:04,280 {\an8}What is it? 307 00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:06,360 {\an8}Are you afraid of the storm? 308 00:30:09,440 --> 00:30:10,680 {\an8}You know what? 309 00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:15,160 {\an8}Slept with me last night so we comfort each other. 310 00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:29,720 {\an8}Here. Put this on. 311 00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:38,560 {\an8}What is it? Are you shy? 312 00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,560 {\an8}No danger. I turn around. 313 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,040 {\an8}Turn around if you too. 314 00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:30,080 {\an8}It is a little big. 315 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:33,440 {\an8}A little. 316 00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:45,000 {\an8}Shall we do it again, mother? 317 00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,120 {\an8}Will we look on the stars again? 318 00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:54,920 {\an8}Of course. 319 00:31:56,240 --> 00:31:58,720 {\an8}I'm glad you're interested. 320 00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:06,320 {\an8}When I was little... 321 00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,000 {\an8}I used to make up names on the stars. 322 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:16,800 {\an8}I climbed onto the roof... 323 00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:19,040 {\an8}I laid down... 324 00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:22,440 {\an8}And looked at the sky. 325 00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:30,600 {\an8}The big star. 326 00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:32,680 {\an8}Great... 327 00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:35,760 {\an8}The little star. 328 00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:42,800 {\an8}The Tuzzu star. 329 00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:44,640 {\an8}Tuzzu? 330 00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:47,320 {\an8}Tuzzu! 331 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:49,400 {\an8}Tuzzu! 332 00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:00,040 {\an8}Tuzzu. 333 00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:05,760 {\an8}Why are you standing there like an idiot? Do you watch flies? 334 00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:11,800 {\an8}Have you started smoking? 335 00:33:13,280 --> 00:33:15,520 {\an8}Two days ago. It was about time. 336 00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:18,560 {\an8}Where is your sister? 337 00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,000 {\an8}Tina is worthless. 338 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,640 {\an8}She eats and hisses. She screams all the time. 339 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:28,760 {\an8}What a wretch you are. She is your sister. 340 00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,760 {\an8}- She is stupid, but your sister. - Ugly, fat and full of shit. 341 00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:52,040 {\an8}What are you doing, fool? Did you fall asleep? 342 00:33:57,760 --> 00:33:59,440 {\an8}Let me see your eyes. 343 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:02,400 {\an8}So that I can see what the sea looks like. 344 00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:06,760 {\an8}Go ahead, I'm not stopping you. 345 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:10,720 {\an8}If you like want to know what the sea looks like... 346 00:34:11,720 --> 00:34:12,920 {\an8}Go ahead. 347 00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:23,040 {\an8}You have beautiful eyes, now that i see them. 348 00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:25,280 {\an8}I haven't thought of that. 349 00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:28,240 {\an8}Like honey. 350 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:33,640 {\an8}- Wait. - What is it? I have to work. 351 00:34:33,720 --> 00:34:37,240 {\an8}Why do I want to caress myself here when we are near each other? 352 00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:42,000 {\an8}- Where the piss comes out. - What are you talking about? You are crazy. 353 00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:47,800 {\an8}Who do you take me for? I am a man. Leave me alone or I'll take you. 354 00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:51,720 {\an8}- And then we make it happen. - We do it. 355 00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:55,440 {\an8}I'm not afraid, you are. You're shaking. 356 00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:27,000 {\an8}I have to stop now, you naughty girl. 357 00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:31,880 {\an8}You drive me crazy. But I want to don't spoil you. Away with you. 358 00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:18,320 {\an8}Mother? 359 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:21,440 {\an8}It is time for morning prayer. 360 00:36:36,040 --> 00:36:37,280 {\an8}With bare feet... 361 00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:42,640 {\an8}...your chest among the leaves, my lips, your breaths... 362 00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:46,120 {\an8}...my throat, your sweat... 363 00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:48,240 {\an8}Amen. 364 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:54,200 {\an8}- Leonora didn't even eat breakfast. - Did you take her to the cell? 365 00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:56,720 {\an8}No, I was late. She was already on her way. 366 00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,520 {\an8}- To Catania? - I don't know. 367 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:06,840 {\an8}Mother! Mother! 368 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,400 {\an8}I will take your luggage to the carriage. 369 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:12,000 {\an8}- Good morning, Modesta. - Good morning. 370 00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:14,800 {\an8}Are you going to leave without saying anything? 371 00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:18,080 {\an8}Yes, I got a letter this morning. 372 00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:21,640 {\an8}I am going to Catania in a family matter. 373 00:37:21,720 --> 00:37:25,280 {\an8}- To Catania? So far? - It takes a day to travel there. 374 00:37:25,360 --> 00:37:28,280 {\an8}- Let me come along. - No. 375 00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,360 {\an8}- I can keep you company. - It doesn't work. 376 00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,760 {\an8}You must stay here, in safety. 377 00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:36,640 {\an8}You may not know it is war. Terrible things happen. 378 00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:39,080 {\an8}Mother? I heard you are going. 379 00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:41,040 {\an8}You will return soon, right? 380 00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:45,280 {\an8}- Can I help? - No thanks, Ilaria. You can go. 381 00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:54,560 {\an8}This is the beautiful eye... 382 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,960 {\an8}This is its brother... 383 00:38:00,120 --> 00:38:01,760 {\an8}Here is the little church. 384 00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:04,240 {\an8}And the little brothers. 385 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:07,160 {\an8}This is the time... 386 00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:11,880 {\an8}...that beats the ding-dong. 387 00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:18,720 {\an8}- Let me help you, mother. - Good morning, Mimmo. 388 00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:20,440 {\an8}- Have a nice trip. - Thank you. 389 00:38:21,240 --> 00:38:22,520 {\an8}Hello then. 390 00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:25,920 {\an8}O mother, I want to get married 391 00:38:32,240 --> 00:38:34,000 {\an8}Here we have rabbits. 392 00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:38,120 {\an8}- And we have a goat, but then... - What happened then? 393 00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:41,880 {\an8}Tina can be there when she cries and hiss. 394 00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,440 {\an8}Yes, she cries. I know Tina is crying. 395 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:51,520 {\an8}Here is the table where we eat. We have bread, eggs and olives here. 396 00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:52,760 {\an8}Do you eat a lot? 397 00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:55,040 {\an8}I am always hungry. 398 00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:01,120 {\an8}Here is mother's bed. Tina sleeps there. I sleep below. 399 00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:04,720 {\an8}And these are my things. 400 00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:10,000 {\an8}Do you know what we should do? I will bring it to Catania. 401 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:13,160 {\an8}- To Catania? - Yes, Catania. 402 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:15,720 {\an8}Come here. Come on. 403 00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:18,320 {\an8}You are a rosebud. 404 00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,880 {\an8}Catania is a wonderful city. 405 00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:27,120 {\an8}- Is there an ocean there? - Of course there is sea there. 406 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:31,120 {\an8}There is a port and huge ships. 407 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:35,960 {\an8}The buildings are beautiful and tall... 408 00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:37,720 {\an8}Full of light. 409 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,440 {\an8}Can I come along? 410 00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:48,120 {\an8}If you behave, you get to follow with far from Chiana del Bove. 411 00:39:50,720 --> 00:39:53,160 {\an8}- And see the world. - The world? 412 00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:58,680 {\an8}It is unbelievable that you are here. 413 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:02,880 {\an8}Are you there or not? 414 00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:05,000 {\an8}Are you there or not? 415 00:40:05,040 --> 00:40:06,040 are you there 416 00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:08,680 {\an8}What a sweet mouth you have. 417 00:40:12,880 --> 00:40:14,160 {\an8}What are you doing here? 418 00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:18,760 {\an8}- Let her be. - She was in the sun, tied up. 419 00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:22,120 {\an8}Is this how you treat my daughter? I'll cut your hand off! 420 00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:25,120 {\an8}Leave her alone. Take your things and disappear. 421 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:28,280 {\an8}Otherwise I'll call the police. 422 00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:34,520 {\an8}The police? Bullshit. Where do you have the police? Behind the door? 423 00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,400 {\an8}Stick out onto the plain. Speed ​​up now. 424 00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:44,760 {\an8}Modesta, come here. 425 00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:46,440 {\an8}Come here. 426 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:48,200 {\an8}I brought some money, look. 427 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:51,800 {\an8}What is it? Can't you reach? 428 00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:57,080 {\an8}Come on. Do you want money? Here! 429 00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:01,120 {\an8}- Stop! - Get out, you bastard! 430 00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:03,240 {\an8}Leave her alone or I will kill you! 431 00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:05,320 {\an8}- Modesta, come here. - I want to stay with him. 432 00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:07,800 {\an8}Go to hell, the girl wants to be with her daddy! 433 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:10,880 {\an8}- I will kill you! - What are you doing? 434 00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:13,840 {\an8}- What are you doing? You bastard! - Leave her alone! 435 00:41:14,360 --> 00:41:17,600 {\an8}- I will neck you! Stay there. - Leave her alone! 436 00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:21,000 Mom, that's enough. 437 00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:24,800 {\an8}- Don't worry, we're just playing. - Mom, that's enough. 438 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,240 {\an8}That's good, she deserves it. 439 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:32,080 {\an8}We are of the same blood. Come here. 440 00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:37,000 {\an8}You are my kitty. 441 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:39,560 {\an8}Kitty cat 442 00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:43,960 {\an8}Little girl, little kitty cat 443 00:41:45,240 --> 00:41:46,280 {\an8}What is it? 444 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,240 {\an8}You are as red as a tomato. 445 00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:52,720 {\an8}My beautiful. 446 00:41:58,800 --> 00:41:59,800 {\an8}Tell me... 447 00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:03,120 {\an8}How do you want to get to Catania? 448 00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,360 {\an8}On foot or on horseback? 449 00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:08,880 {\an8}On horseback, but I can't ride. 450 00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:12,520 {\an8}Don't worry, I'll teach you. 451 00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:18,400 {\an8}But don't play tough. 452 00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,120 {\an8}What are you doing over there? Are you scared? 453 00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:38,640 {\an8}No, but they get on my nerves. 454 00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:42,840 {\an8}Ignore them. 455 00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:45,840 {\an8}What a pleasure... 456 00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:49,200 {\an8}What a pleasure to watch you. 457 00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:53,520 {\an8}Don't be afraid. 458 00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:57,040 {\an8}We lie down together. 459 00:42:58,200 --> 00:42:59,680 {\an8}Don't worry. 460 00:43:01,160 --> 00:43:02,160 {\an8}Come here. 461 00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:14,320 {\an8}You are a gift. 462 00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:17,800 {\an8}You are a gift. 463 00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:26,560 {\an8}Are you happy here with us? 464 00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:31,760 {\an8}In the beginning we miss our parents in the monastery. 465 00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:36,560 {\an8}I have to get used to being without mother and my sisters. 466 00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,200 {\an8}Where are you from? What is your last name? 467 00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:44,600 {\an8}We are Chiaromontes from Ragusa. I grew up in the palace of Catania. 468 00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:47,000 {\an8}- And you? - I am the Marchioness of Altavilla. 469 00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:51,080 {\an8}Was there a debutante ball in Catania this year? 470 00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:53,080 {\an8}No, since the war started 471 00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:56,200 {\an8}we have neither had a wedding, proms or engagements. 472 00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,960 {\an8}All the young men have enlisted. So sad. 473 00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:01,880 {\an8}Where are you from? 474 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:05,520 {\an8}She is a really nice lady. 475 00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:10,320 {\an8}The Little Marchioness by Chiana del Bove. 476 00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:14,120 {\an8}I know nothing about that family. Where does it come from? 477 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:15,800 {\an8}Don't you know it? 478 00:44:15,880 --> 00:44:20,040 {\an8}It comes from the plain of Etna, surrounded by lava and mud. 479 00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:24,360 {\an8}It's nice there, full of goats, cows and chickens. 480 00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:28,520 {\an8}What is she doing? 481 00:44:33,960 --> 00:44:35,640 {\an8}Don't you know Chiana del Bove? 482 00:44:36,240 --> 00:44:39,400 {\an8}The Great Kingdom of Chiana del Bove. Have you never heard of it? 483 00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:46,960 {\an8}Thank you. 484 00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:20,200 {\an8}"I haven't done anything else than thought of you, my soul. 485 00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:21,920 {\an8}Your eyes, your mouth. 486 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:26,560 {\an8}I want to be alone with you so that you feel how much i like you 487 00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:29,320 {\an8}A warm embrace." 488 00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:41,960 {\an8}Good morning, Modesta. 489 00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:46,240 {\an8}- You seem happy today. - Yes. Mother Leonora is back. 490 00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:49,120 {\an8}She promised to show me the stars tonight. 491 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:51,680 {\an8}I have never seen her like one of us so much. 492 00:45:51,760 --> 00:45:52,920 {\an8}What do you mean? 493 00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:56,680 {\an8}Mother Leonora has a big heart. She loves us all equally. 494 00:45:57,200 --> 00:46:00,560 {\an8}You are right. I committed the sin of being jealous. 495 00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:04,280 {\an8}Since you came here Mother Leonora has blossomed again. 496 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:07,800 {\an8}None of us have been up in the tower with Mother Leonora. 497 00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:12,200 {\an8}Mimmo! 498 00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:14,520 {\an8}But what do you do? Down with you. 499 00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:17,560 {\an8}You are not a little girl anymore and I'm getting old. 500 00:46:18,720 --> 00:46:21,120 {\an8}I told you to be careful! Beware. 501 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,000 {\an8}Stay away from the well. 502 00:46:25,720 --> 00:46:27,800 {\an8}The dark water pulls to himself tormented souls. 503 00:46:27,880 --> 00:46:31,720 {\an8}I am not a tormented soul. I just want to see how I look. 504 00:46:32,240 --> 00:46:33,720 {\an8}I know you don't have mirrors. 505 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:36,280 {\an8}I don't know how my mouth or my eyes look. 506 00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:39,560 {\an8}I don't know if I'm cute or ugly. That's what I was trying to see. 507 00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:40,720 {\an8}You, ugly? 508 00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:43,240 {\an8}You look like a princess. 509 00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:46,000 {\an8}If you only knew how much the women who speak ill of you 510 00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:51,640 {\an8}envy your royal walk, your moon skin, your gooseneck. 511 00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:55,800 {\an8}Remember that even if you were born in Chiana 512 00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:59,000 {\an8}then you are the noblest woman in there. 513 00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:00,960 {\an8}If I were a bee... 514 00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:07,840 {\an8}...I would fly over your rosebud lips. 515 00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:12,520 {\an8}What does the bee do? 516 00:47:17,400 --> 00:47:18,560 {\an8}Land on me. 517 00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:22,640 {\an8}What are you saying, little girl? 518 00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:26,000 {\an8}Do I look like a bee? Stick! 519 00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:31,760 {\an8}Poor Mimmo, he was so kind. 520 00:47:31,840 --> 00:47:34,560 {\an8}And I tormented him with impunity 521 00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:38,000 {\an8}because I was happy, maybe too happy. 522 00:47:38,080 --> 00:47:39,600 {\an8}Leonora had returned. 523 00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:41,440 {\an8}"My soul," she wrote to me. 524 00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:44,440 {\an8}I was enthralled beyond belief. 525 00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:47,160 {\an8}Out of pure joy. 526 00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:52,000 {\an8}There is the Great Bear. 527 00:47:52,560 --> 00:47:57,720 {\an8}Sirius is further up, the brightest star in the firmament. 528 00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:00,000 {\an8}The firmament... 529 00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:01,920 {\an8}What a beautiful word. 530 00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:12,640 {\an8}Beware! 531 00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:14,760 {\an8}It is not certain. 532 00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:17,600 {\an8}Sorry. 533 00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:23,400 {\an8}And you, mother? 534 00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:27,160 {\an8}How was your life before you made the promise? 535 00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:29,920 {\an8}I was a different person. 536 00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:35,880 {\an8}I came from a world where the word of God did not reach. 537 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:41,600 {\an8}I wore organdy dresses with ridiculous laces and crochets. 538 00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:44,800 {\an8}I had my hair done every day. 539 00:48:45,720 --> 00:48:47,960 {\an8}I would have liked to know you then. 540 00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:50,520 {\an8}No, don't say that, little friend. 541 00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:54,400 {\an8}To be tempted of worldly things is a sin. 542 00:49:02,560 --> 00:49:04,960 {\an8}I was betrothed to a cavalry officer. 543 00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:10,120 {\an8}A German nobleman which had already killed three people 544 00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:12,600 {\an8}for trivial reasons that had with worldly honor to do. 545 00:49:12,680 --> 00:49:13,680 {\an8}May God forgive him. 546 00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:20,880 {\an8}I only saw him once, below my balcony. 547 00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:23,360 {\an8}- With his squadron. - What was he like? 548 00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:27,880 {\an8}Tall and dark haired. 549 00:49:29,840 --> 00:49:32,360 {\an8}Then we met again at a ball. 550 00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:34,760 {\an8}He invited me up. 551 00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:37,920 {\an8}When we danced... 552 00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:41,800 {\an8}...he hugged me and I got scared. 553 00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:46,360 {\an8}Men have always disgusted me. 554 00:49:50,280 --> 00:49:53,240 {\an8}The thought of their hands... 555 00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:59,880 {\an8}...on my skin or under my clothes... 556 00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:05,800 {\an8}But it is different between us. 557 00:50:06,680 --> 00:50:07,760 {\an8}Or how? 558 00:50:23,720 --> 00:50:25,400 {\an8}I heard you the other night. 559 00:50:27,680 --> 00:50:28,920 {\an8}Before you left. 560 00:50:30,280 --> 00:50:31,360 {\an8}What did you hear? 561 00:50:33,720 --> 00:50:35,440 {\an8}When you caressed yourself. 562 00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:37,960 {\an8}I wanted to touch you... 563 00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:39,120 {\an8}How dare you? 564 00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:42,720 {\an8}- Disappear! - Mother... 565 00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:45,680 {\an8}Get out of here! May God forgive you! 566 00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:51,920 {\an8}It's my fault, my biggest fault! 567 00:53:05,880 --> 00:53:06,720 {\an8}Mom? 568 00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:08,880 {\an8}Mom? 569 00:58:13,520 --> 00:58:18,520 Text: Caroline Angbjär